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Chat Near Death Experience (NDE) Angie Ruiz chat with Rudi Rudinski I am a twin and I am actually the older one but only for a minute. I was born with a tumor that wraps around my heart and is wrap around my left lung. Several, times in childhood I had NDE and OOB's. The thing that gets me is “Why am I still here?" At times this question plagues me but I know and hold faith it is for a reason greater than my understanding. As sit here I type one handed due to a decisions I made years ago in no longer wanting to be physically in pain. I was surrounded by love from my family and doctors as well as nurses for many years in hopes that my left arm would get better. With years of medication such as antibiotics I was able to survive. My heart feels heavy when thinking about what waits for me and what I have seen.I have been able to see the dead since I was a child and always knew the angels were with me, perhaps b/c  I saw them; not perhaps Because I saw them when I was in a comma, OOB and NDE. These things have be