Hell On Wheels

I've been on hiatus following Claire Wineland's death, but little do most of you know I've been in a tough place on this topic for awhile. So, to honor her death-positive mission, and my own process, I'm pushing ahead, starting with this topic -- including the flip side of being aware of one's mortality. I have already discussed what it feels like to die - it's where we started this journey. Then I talked a fair amount about losing my best friend recently and how much death just follows me; I've lost an infinite amount of loved ones it seems. But, what does that do to me? To how I live my life? To how I approach death? Especially as someone with a chronic illness that could take me whenever? Let's dive in.✧ Twitter: https://www.twitter.com/rollwthepunches✧ Quick Disability FAQ:-I have the trifecta of EDS (Ehlers-Danlos Syndrome, mostly hypermobile, but with some crossover into vascular) / POTS (Postural Orthostatic Tachycardia Syndrome) / MCAS (Mast Cell Activation Syndrome)-I also have Erythromelalgia (aka "