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What I want people to know about me: I'm a mother, a sister, an aunt, but most of all, I'm a human being capable of feeling. My life has been filled with deep rejection. My chest has been broken over and over again by people who were supposed to keep me safe. I sometimes think of that word "safe" and what it means, and I've come to realize I've never known that feeling. I've lived the life filled with drug abuse to escape my reality of the life I was given, and I often ask myself what would my life have been like if I had been dealt a different hand, if I had had a mother who loved me, if I didn't come from a broken home? What did I do to deserve such a life filled with pain and heartache? The older I got, the more walls I put up, and the stronger I became. What I left behind is my son: the one good thing in my life, the one thing I was good at. I've often asked myself, am I a monster, an evil person? And this is what I came up with: no. I'm not evil. Yes, I'm worthy of God's love. So why am I not worthy of y